I tell you, this might not be the post you all want to read.

Enough said.
Oh, who's not happy in this very merry Christmas? Everyone is truly happy, we all can see. I am happy because it's Christmas. I really am. But.. I don't know. Me, myself, I've been so screwed up, I've been facing lots of ups and downs, been lacking of confidence, been in the lowest part and been in the harshest time. How to smile? How to laugh? How to get my feet back on the ground? How to get back in the game?
I smell so Abercrombie&Fitch, well that's where I find my temporary confidence. This very second.