It has been hell a rough week. Don't you think it sucks, when you've waited 5 days until Saturday? And a sudden thing messed everything up? I had my Saturday screwed in a blink of an eye. Damn, I'm screwed. It's literally 2 in the morning and I'm breaking the dawn. It's damn cold in here that I turned off my aircon, put on my pajamas and a sweatshirt, pair of socks, and yet I'm still shivering.
I can't even bother my eyes to shut. I can't even turn myself off after a long day. Worst thing about myself, I over-thought things. I have been staring the monitor for minutes, finding best words to describe what's up and what I'm feeling but I ended up having nothing. Well, thing is, words can explain what you're feeling. 2 AM in the morning, I'm screwed.
Til then.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
Together with the sundown.
"It takes my breath away. It gets me butterflies. When you hold me in your sleep, I never want to leave. It's the way that you talk, and the way that you smile. And the way that you love black and white. Baby, it's the way you hold my hand in the car. And the way that we lie in the sand."I l♥ve you.
It has been a long time. Papers are getting harder, finals are coming and am scared to death. Life has been hell a ride and I'm thankful for the less drama going on. Friends have always been the funniest clown this whole wide and the joke machine. My boy has always been the sweetest guy ever. My family has always been the place to go home and to rest at last. Well, still school with all those craps has always been the biggest bitch of all but.. things have been going on less harsh, less drama, and this is all fine. Except my papers. I don't know whether it's me that's worrying way to much and been procrastinating as much as I worry, but I am in the verge of failing. Really.
I find this weird, like extremely weird but.. this is it. I've been missing people whom actually I meet everyday as much as I can't imagine. I wasn't the type of people who miss someone in ease but I don't know, things have changed. I miss my baby girls whom I see everyday. I don't know whether it's me who's gradually growing apart, which is never my intention, or things have slowly changed. I just miss how things used to be between me and my bitches. I need to slowly catch up things before I'm gonna miss out too much things from them.
I want Christmas to come faster. Been listening to so much carols and they send me to the best sleep ever. Santa, bring Christmas soon.
It has been a long time. Papers are getting harder, finals are coming and am scared to death. Life has been hell a ride and I'm thankful for the less drama going on. Friends have always been the funniest clown this whole wide and the joke machine. My boy has always been the sweetest guy ever. My family has always been the place to go home and to rest at last. Well, still school with all those craps has always been the biggest bitch of all but.. things have been going on less harsh, less drama, and this is all fine. Except my papers. I don't know whether it's me that's worrying way to much and been procrastinating as much as I worry, but I am in the verge of failing. Really.
I find this weird, like extremely weird but.. this is it. I've been missing people whom actually I meet everyday as much as I can't imagine. I wasn't the type of people who miss someone in ease but I don't know, things have changed. I miss my baby girls whom I see everyday. I don't know whether it's me who's gradually growing apart, which is never my intention, or things have slowly changed. I just miss how things used to be between me and my bitches. I need to slowly catch up things before I'm gonna miss out too much things from them.
I want Christmas to come faster. Been listening to so much carols and they send me to the best sleep ever. Santa, bring Christmas soon.
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