Apology

I'm the one to blame..

Sorry for the pain I caused, for every single thing that made you shed your tears.

Sorry if I caused too much fights..

Sorry for being the worst you've ever had..

INSTAFEEDS- Summer holiday

These are some random pictures I managed to take during my holiday to Europe last summer! Weehee!

It could be my.. last.

It was Independence's Day celebration at school yesterday.. and it'll be my last independence day celebration I'll ever had in Indo. It's amazing how fast time flies. It has been a year since I had so much fun in last year's celebration, though I didn't take part in this year's as much as I did in last year.. I still, can't get through the thought that I'm growing up. Rapidly.

I know I've mentioned this kind of stuffs quite much, but.. you know. This exact date, this exact time, next year, things won't be the same. I guess I'll be overseas, all my friends will be too, my boyfriend, my family.. You know, I'll no longer be in the same continent with all of them.. And eventhough school is a serious pain in the ass, I am trying so hard to survive, but more over.. to enjoy the last bits of it. Yesterday was seriously the last year of Independence Celebration, perhaps the last year I have to stand for 90 mins for a flag ceremony, covered all in sweats. I know I'll be missing this. And everything.

I caught up with my girls right after school, was planning to watch Step Up: Revolution but daymit.. the movie's outmoded. Boo for no movie date. But instead, we plan to have some drink, tried the new bubble tea stand, and got a free upsize for it's soft opening promo. Went to grabbed lunch at the noodle stall near V's place. Talk a lot, laugh a lot..
I thought the four of us will be studying in the same country later after high school.. but I guess, I'll be leaving alone further. Geez, I'm gonna miss them, seriously.

Major issues.

 Went to the Harry Potter Exhibition @ The Art and Science museum, it feels amazing.

Would you like some tea? Milk tea with 80% sugar & pearls!

 The love of my life.

The Art and Science Museum @ The Marina Bay Sands.

I went to the Andy Warhol exhibition too. In love! 

Best thing about Singapore.

Feels so old. This picture was  years ago.. Maybe a decade old.

I was on my flight back to Batam when I saw those beautiful marshmallow-ey clouds.

The best of all it's kinds. 

Home made red velvet! Twas yummy.

I'm feeling old. Seriously.

The feeling when lots of people are questioning where do you want to go for college, what major are you going to take in, is somehow a pain in the ass, especially when you haven't decided a single thing. I don't think I am good at one particular thing. It's easy to decide when you know what you're good at. But I don't know! Sometimes people just don't get the hang of it and call me ignorant, then put all the blame in me *sigh*

Anyway, today's the last day of the holiday. I'll be going back to school tomorrow, and no more holiday till the year end holiday. On the other side, I'll be taking SAT class, which is on every Saturday. So, no more happy saturdays. Well, to have one, you need to sacrifice the other right?

I wish time flies really fast until December! Till then, everyone!

Giving away

Getting through an emotional feeling tonight.. My school is holding a donation fund-raising thing, they're accepting everything that's still decent to give away to those in need. After all this years not participating, it's my last year and I decided to take a part.. And I have decided to give the little part of my childhood. My little plush I used to play tea time with.

Actually, these guys weren't with me 24/7. They actually 'lived' in my villa there in Puncak. So, I used to play with them twice or thrice a year. There are not much thing in Puncak to do except enjoying the fresh air and eat.. but when I'm in the villa, these little plush means everything to me. They're all I got to play.
Still fresh in mind how happy I was when mommy got me those toys..

You know.. It was more that 7 years ago :) Now I'm seventeen, Andy's leaving to college so he needs to give away his toy.. and me? I'm going to next year, and it's the time for all of them to find their new owner.

Goodluck, plushies. I love you guys.