I have been a bitch.

What? I don't give a fuck.

Breakin' down, and coming undone. It's a rollercoaster kind of rush, and I never knew I could feel that much.

I'm pissed like what that I want nothing but gummy bears, gummy snakes or gummy whatever right now. Grawr.

I've been such a big bitch lately that I bitch about mostly everything. Things have been going on rough and I am not in my best condition to deal with the worsts. How I hate hypocrites who act out like they care, whereas in fact they like seeing me suffer. Legit shit. I had so much meanies in my life, that try to ruin every single thing. But still, I still can't stand if more meanies coming. Why do you have to be such a meanie?
On the other darker note, I've had myself enough on believing the wrong person all over again. I hate myself for being so stupid. Like, words can make me believe in someone. I put my faith and bam! Another disappointment. Screw screw screw.

Clock is ticking and still, I haven't made any decisions. You know, I did think I've made one but still it doesn't solve everything. I need to chillax so I can think but... nay I can't. Me hate making decisions so much.

“I've learned that: goodbyes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heros often go unsung”

I'm not actually a fond of the Tumblr business.

I actually am not in the Tumblr business, but reblogging pics and words that express your feelings are... undeniably fun. Sometimes you can't make up words, but you can always have the words for every feelings.

Well, try me : http://icantfindcooltumblrname.tumblr.com/

Someone told me, never regret things that once made me smile.

I'll be fine. I swear I will.

Things are getting tougher. Well, it's not me exaggerating but truth is. The clock is ticking, pressure's on, zero decision has been made. My future's the stake. For goodness' sake.
What hurts is... when they thing I'm incapable. Swear, nothing hurts more.

Well what can I say? Making decision sucks!

So why am I still here in the rain?

I often close my eyesAnd I can see you smileYou reach out for my handAnd I'm woken from my dreamAlthough your heart is mineIt's hollow insideI never had your love And I never will
And every nightI lie awakeThinking maybe you love meLike I've always loved youBut how can you love meLike I loved you whenYou can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this wayTo be so in loveTo have someone thereYet feel so aloneAren't you supposed to beThe one to wipe my tearsThe one to say that you would never leave
The waters calm and stillMy reflection is thereI see you holding meBut then you disappearAll that is left of youIs a memoryOn that only, exists in my dreams
I don't know what hurts youBut I can feel it tooAnd it just hurts so muchTo know that I can't do a thingAnd deep down in my heartSomehow I just knowThat no matter whatI'll always love you
So why am I still here in the rain